31st december 2009,the last

Today marks the end of 2009 as all know,so i have specially chose this day to bid farewell.
Not that i am leaving or anything,but i am using weebly no more.In other words,no more updates,no more blogging or writing up journals.
But before i close this,i just wanna say that 2009 had been a great year despite the ups and downs we had.I mean its in life that we'll have to accept the good and bad whether we like it or not.
This year had been a fruitful one because it had allowed me to learn many things,either myself or others.
First it was our O's,thinking back it wasn't that bad afterall.Yes,its stressful indeed but it had also pulled us closer.Like the the group studying session,the discussing of work and so much that i just couldn't name it out.
Reason for this?
Honestly as time passed,i am tired of all these.Am no more interested in this.
This is just me,getting sick of something when i see no new interest.

Before i even end on this,i just want to give a heartfelt thanks to my fellow friends.Thanks for making 2009 an unforgettable year and one that's hard to bid farewell.
Thanks guys for making my year.
x
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and for the last time,KHJ.

black box

Seoul Garden and Bowling today.
LOTSA OF FUN!
From Divya's,"swinging middle finger in the air" to Ashraf's bowling aim : to aim for the gutter at all times.
It's really nice hanging out with them,i mean we would never know when will we have such meet-ups again.
And my dear SERI had to remind me about getting our results in less than 30 days.Thanks man.
Looked up Peisi today,its been ages.
and Hengheng don't worry even if the outfit is very aunty-ish
you still manage to pull it off as compared to your colleagues.(hahaha,please don't tell them.)
Sunday,
might be going out with my sweethearts.   *pray*

(SEARCH IN FACEBOOK FOR PICTURES.)

heartbreak warfare

Back.


"our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle and an end.
And although this is the way all stories unfold, i still cant believe that ours didn't go forever."
 -From "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks.

Reading this novel right now,can't wait for it to be on the screens.
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Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried

retrace the steps you have taken

Going KL tomorrow,early in the morning before dawn.
Super excited,looking forward to shopping sprees.Heard that it's Malaysia's year end sales now,YES!
11th-14th
so till then my readers.
x
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AHHHH<3

honey,everything will be alright.

New Moon with Vanessa and Delis yesterday.
And i realised why many girls are TEAM JACOB! He is such a heartthrob in the movie,or at least so much better than Edward.(no offence to all fans of Edward)
Anyway,going KL on the 11th to 14th.Shopping again,yay me!(:

burnt.

Girls' day our at Palawan Beach,SENTOSA.
Great day out.Building sand castles,chatting on the beach with waves pounding on us,talking even in the middle of the waters (loser-rated,i know).Did lots of catching up today,laughing at each other when we were in Sec1,all so nerdy.
After that,Vivo-subway for lunch.
Long day for us,tired out now but did enjoy the day(: Thanks girls for making my day,especially with the pleasant surprise.(birthday surprise)
ThanksThanksThanks!

the wonderful

Back from my Hongkong Macau trip!
The thrill of this trip has finally blown off.Sad to leave and now back to the reality,ha!
It was indeed a wonderful trip,honestly.I love the country,the food,the shopping,the weather(damn cold but somewhat comfortable,lol) but not so much of the people's courtesy.
I LOVE MACAU.
The Venetian Casino just made me felt as if i have travelled to Europe.The surrounding casinos was like a replica of Las Vegas.LOVEIT LOVEIT LOVEIT!
I miss it there.

Alright,Gradnight coming tomorrow.
Chalet coming this coming Sunday.

On Vacation

In about 6hours time i will be leaving Singapore flying towards hongkong.
YAY! super excited about it now,finally a time to unwind myself to non-stop shopping and sightseeing.Envy?ha!

i dyed my hair today and guess what,it turned my hair even darker-.-
this couldn't get any better.
ohmy is getting late now,shall get some sleep now.

my dear,

DEDICATED TO ALL MY DEAR 4E3 CLASSMATES:
The day that i am most afraid of has come.It's indeed something to celebrate about for our O's have finally marked an end,but this also tells us that our friendship will mark an end soon.I know very soon (maybe in december) everyone will go on their own,either working or holiday or whatsoever.So i sincerely hope that we could at least cherish the time we have either during our grad night or our class chalet ( as a true whole class).
It's our last year,or last month,i really don't want to regret or miss any chances.I believe we have gone through many things as a class,whether is it from all the bitching among cliques,people changing,the class making our teachers mad,or having those wonderful experiences together.It's really fun just looking back at those times,but at the same time sad cause it will never happen again.
So,whether are there any grudges between people now,i guess its really time to put a full stop to it,so as to mark a beautiful ending for our four years in Bendemeer.I know not everyone could do so,but maybe we should take the first step to make a change,so at least when i leave school i will have no regrets cause i have tried.
Let's just be more forgiving this time and let bygones be bygones.(sound like an old saying,haha) and let us enjoy our last 2 events as a WHOLE CLASS!


To my love( not in any particular order):
Muacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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My muacheee,the sweetest girl i have met.Always coming up with acts to cheer us up or to bring us entertainment( i am not saying you're a clown,really.) I really want to thank you for those wonderful memories you have given me,i swear you have made me not forget you.You have never failed to be there for a friend,you have never failed to strike up with the different conversations among us,you have never failed to be our best friend,you have never failed to plan a successful surprise for each of our birthdays.You have no idea how much we appreciate all your contributions for our birthday,i believe they agree with me too.You are my heart to heart girlfriend,we never failed to come clean with each other no matter what happens.Whenever i encounter a problem,i will ALWAYS look you up without fail,because i know you will understand what i am going through.
I really want to thank you for everything that you have done for me,you are really a very good friend,i swear.Remember i will always be there for you too,just like how you are always there for me(:
I remember one thing that you have done that have got me so touched even till now.Maybe you have forgotten about it ,but it will be etched my memory lane forever and ever.
It made me realise you are really a good friend.I really appreciate it,I LOVE YOU BUDDY!
(and we will be friends forever to see your football team of children,it's a deal!)


HengHeng:
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My dear hengheng, the always blur one.
You really make me not forget you because of your ultra blur-ness.Always speaking the wrong stuffs,answering the wrong way,coming up with unintentional acts.All these,have pieced up to a funny you.Your acts are always so hilarious,all the time when i really try to not laugh,i will still not control it.You have to understand,its inevitable for our reactions.
But one thing you have to know is that despite all the jokes we have made on you,we really do care for you my dear.WE LOVE YOU!
okay,as i go on its making me feel guilty so maybe i should take this chance to apologise for all the jokes i have made on you.
Not to forget,you're my telepathy mate.We laughed for littlest things that others considered lame,we often speak our mind the same time (great minds think alike) ,we always come up with immature acts that will make them laugh the whole day.
You are also the one whom have given me hugs and kisses quite often (so shy!) and people always regard it as gross,but i ignored it because i know that its because of our close friendship that had pulled us together so closely.I know you will always be there for a friend,i know how sweet you will be towards a friend that's why i want to say this to you hengheng,
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR GOOD FRIEND!


YingYing
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it's your turn now yingying,my sweetheart/
Our always miss universe,always so pretty,so glamorous.HA! i believe even without me saying,people could see it.So i am going to cut short on this.
People may not know this but i swear you are really good friend,our best friend,the one who never fails to knock some sense into us before we do something foolish.I got to admit,without you,i will be going through so many mistakes,missing so much quality in my life.It's because of your good sense that have made me realise how important certain things are.
You have lent me a listening ear whenever i have a problem,you will understand how i feel because you never fail to put yourself into other people's shoes.I am glad to have you as a friends really,because you have given me advices and manage to share the same views as me.
If it weren't for your presence,i would not have someone to share certain problems with.Sometimes i would be scared that i am putting too much effort on other people that you guys might have thought that i have neglected you but because of you,i know how much you understand the situation,the feeling i am having,and you will never ever blame me.Your thoughts have always made us realise to think before action,cultivating our nature.
Maybe you haven't realised,but i think i have manage to impart some qualities from you and i am sure hengheng and muachee do too.
As i think of the past,i found out that you have really done a great part in pulling us back from our darkest moments,leading us to a better way.Sound as if you are like our mum,but to me you are more of an angel.Always there for us,we can always seek help from you,no matter when or what.You have help us so much,whether is it on our studies,our nature or thinking.
I REALLY THANK YOU FOR SO MUCH.I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY GOOD FRIEND,I LOVE YOU!

time for miracles

There is no person in the world that is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most."
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As the days of freedom are nearing,like in only a few days,the thought of our programmes for this vacation is making me beam with joy!
My girls and I have planned out an almost perfect outing(s) for this long break.I really can't wait.The excitement is in me already.
1) 13th,our movie cum shopping outing.2012,THE LONG AWAITED.prepare for spamming of photos.
2) 14th.Evelyn's packing day plus a new hairdo.
3) 15th-19th.Hongkong-Macau trip.Major shopping and photo taking to be done.
4) 20th.Grad Night.
5) 22nd.Class Chalet!
Date to be confirmed:
6) Marina Barrage Picnic( gonna fly kite)
7) ZOO trip.
These are the so far planned out ones,there might be more.
Plus if only the weather allow us to go on the certain trips.

HAPPY 16TH MY LOVE.

HENGHENG HAPPY BIRTRHDAY!!
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!<3

the best 16th

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
A MILLION THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!AM REALLY VERY GRATEFUL(:

To my girls(F4):
Thanks for whatever you guys have done for me today,i really really appreciate it.You guys may not be able to understand how much it meant to me and i can never put down words to describe my feelings then but it was a cool birthday surprise.Thanks girls for everything that you have done,i could not use any other word to express my gratitude towards you girls.Thank you! love you girls to bones<3
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how can you measure a promised love

Turned on an up to beat music on my favourite playlist.
I was flipping through my handy dandy pile of notes on the table.Full of things to go through,i felt an immense stress and the undeniable feeling of wanting O's to end just keep striking into my mind.
It was an inevitable feeling ,for me i guess.
Next week's paper are gonna get tougher by the day.My concentration lifespan is shortening as days passed.
I don't want to take what i have done for granted.I do not want to become a complacent sort but i just can't help but to feel this way.
I took a slurp of my Snapple juice,and thoughts of the day we'll be getting our results.
Scenes that i'm crying flash through my mind.It indeed send chills down my spine.
It was such a vivid image.I simply could not forget it,it was a scary thought.
Then,i felt as though something had knocked on my head,in an instant i woke up.Woke up from the scary thought and convinced myself to spur on or else the image will soon become real.
a word is just a word
until you mean what you said

if only the world was a straight path

MAYBE I AM HAVING A RIDICULOUS IDEA,BUT I FEEL LIKE HAVING CURLS ON MY HAIR.
I was close to doing so the other time,then i was against it but now i want it.
SHOULD I ?
 
"cause only when the world is a straight path,then it will make things simpler."

Mummy's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!LOVE YOU!
one year older already,haha!
Had a simple celebration for mum yesterday,steamboat for dinner with our families and cousins.Then home for birthday cake(my favourite part).
Though this year's celebration was simple,but the important thing is that we enjoyed ourselves yea?

AND JENSON BUTTON WON THE F1 GRAND PRIX THIS SEASON,CHAMPION!HEE!


I CAN'T WAIT FOR O's TO END!BUT BEFORE THAT I SHOULD GO ON A DIET FROM NOW(:
changed my cellphone!
double cheers for me,yay! have been waiting for thins day for a really long time.
LG CRYSTAL,THE NEW STYLE.HAHAH!
love it!super chic(:

oppsy daisies

Ages since i updated my weebly.So today instead of studying,i am staring in to my computer screen.
11 more days to O's,how cool?! everybody is panicking now i guess.(if you are not then something is really wrong,ha!)
AND AND i found out something!something astonishing!
girls are having a boy craze now,i don't know if its the stress but seriously the thought of hot guys gives you some sort of relaxation.
even peisi,she's over some korean,super junior guy.
delis is so into Sebestian Vettel.
For me,it's still CHACE CRAWFORD!SUPER HOT!(okay that's enough Evelyn)
ALRIGHT!tonnes of things to complete.
1)Mugging in the library,saturday
2)Time for a new cell and say bye to the current,cheers!
3)Mummy's Birthday celebration,JUMBO seafood,yumyum! (salivating already,lol)
4)Monday,supposed holiday-school for lit 3rd mock exam and bio.
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AHHHH~ what an eye candy:)

if i sing,would you sing along?


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Asher Book (FAME & V-Factory)
Its only a month away from now and all that comes to my mind is,SHIT!
I have serious studying to do,piles of handy notes on my desk now,a heap of test papers and assignments to complete.The stress is getting more intense each day.I really don't mind working my ass off now,i just mind if it pays off at the end of the day.Maybe it's my paranoia,paranoid that i am not up to the standard yet.So,as for now on,i am going to remind myself every minute to work hard,cause i don't want to be the one crying over split milk.

I hate counting down to our O's,it sucks so damn much.

you're still in the show,my show.

MUGGING SESSION TODAY,5 HOURS STRAIGHT.
Had been cutting down on usage of my computer and my TEEVEE.This better pay off at the end cause i have made such great sacrifaces (Lol!)
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my teacher's question today:" Have you got vision in life?"
Deep down my heart:My vision? my vision is a big question mark and that's it.
Just walking an aimless path in my life.

Everything to slow-mo


Some people say we use our eyes to see,our ears to hear but i say,
we use our hearts to feel for it is the only thing you could fully trust.

                                                 I AM OVER THE MOON,OVER THE SUN,OVER THE STARS RIGHT NOW,
                                CAUSE MY WISH HAS CAME TRUE,NOT TELLING YOU GUYS WHAT IS IT YET.,HAHAHAHAHHA!


Two is better than One


the unbelievable

DID SOMETHING EXTRAORDINARY TODAY(for me only)
i studied alone in the library!
I have always wanted to try this out,and today i did!It was simply the best,its almost like the first time i am able to sit down and study quietly for 3 full hours!
(i am able to absorb too,of course,hee!)
This effective way of studying is highly recommended,honest.Go try it out!haha!



Life would be simpler if it's less complex.Life would be funnier when there's joy around.
Life would be more inspiring when there's inspiration.Life would be meaningful when know the meaning of it.
To Live.To Play.To Enjoy.
To know where this could be found?
The Cartoon World,where everything come true and where all heroes defeat baddies,or so the villains.That's how perfect it is.
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Number One

ANGELS came to my house today!Lotsa fun today,played like mad i tell you.
1)PS2
2)Board Games(so old school) CUM White Chicks(i still laughed at the same old jokes that i watched a gazillion times)
3)PS2 (haha! have you seen anyone playing games and sweating like mad at the same time,this was how enthusiastic we are.)
4)TEVEEE TIME!
Great day for our september vacation,but it's still too soon to say though.
Gonna go back to school from wednesday to friday!how cool is that?!
SO,this vacation adds up to nothing.

To Yanyi:
"making my way downtown,faces pass and i ......" (shakes the chocolate man's head)  super funny eh?
i believe in angel,said my genius chemistry teacher.

dance flick

Movie(dance flick) with hengheng.Freaking hilarious,epic scenes of different dance movies are there,seriously people who loves comedies should go catch it.Its better than superheroes movie or whatsoever.Laugh like mad in the cinema!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LEE SIEWPINGGGGGGGGG! (HUGS!)

its a little more time i need

As our O's are nearing the thoughts that flash through my mind nowadays is not only about the worrying fact that national exams is coming,it is also the fact that we are gonna go on separate ways after this.The thought of it simply freaks me out.Being a class for at least two years and we are so ever familiar with our classmates and surroundings.It is such a harsh reality that we have to all split up and go on our own.And my ever important girls will leave too,it's such a sad case for us all.For all that we've been through together?its no easy task.Sometimes i reallyyyyyyy want to graduate ASAP,but the thoughts of having my friends going all on separate ways pulled me back.But i guess this is part and parcel of life right?cause everything comes and goes and nothing will be ever lasting.

I will definitely miss these days that we shared,and it will be etched in my memory.ILOVEYOU SWEETHEARTS!

(RANDOM IT IS,BUT ITS OUR LAST YEAR TOGETHER AND THERE WILL NO LONGER BE F4, lol! )

Body Language

4 hours of sleep,woke up really early for the lame cross country run.
The whole event was such a failure,the immense heat was unbearable,the run was meaningless plus the "community service" crap was shitty(they're only naming it in a nicer manner,we just became rubbish cleaners)BUT,we refuse to pick up any and they can't do anything to us also.,haha!

Should i or should i not?

In search of truth

“Time passes and the pain begins to roll in and out as though it’s a woman standing at an ironing board, passing the iron back and forth, back and forth across a white tablecloth."

Next week:
Teacher's Day celebration cum Cross country.This couldn't get any "better" i tell you.Who organises a mass run at ECP? Yes,there's one school and it's called BENDEMEER SEC!never heard of it?google it,it may help. Take note,i mean MAY.

Science Practical.No hope of pulling up science grades,i would be contented enough that i wouldn't screw it up.Physics Practical is something that will never EVER figure out.I am completely clueless about it,suck at it big time.

release of our prelims results."Great!" cause here comes my ever crappy results,promise myself to work harder each time but nothing seems to be going out right.It always happens.

I am sure going to miss it one day

i look good(without you)

School tomorrow,the start of our painful torture of studying.Prelims is restarting this week,i am going to mug like there's no tomorrow cause it's BIOLOGY!
I so do not want to flunk my freaking biology again!please fulfill my wish~
The only thing that cheers me up is our outing this coming Friday,yoohoo! An outing with my girls finally!At least,there's something to look forward to this week.

As i walk into the shop,my temptation starts kicking in again.And the adrenalin rushes through my body giving me the urge to demand it from my daddy,but i still grabbed hold of myself and ended up feeling so very sad.I REALLY WANT IT BADLY!(especially after today)

SUPER CUTEE GUY!LOOK BELOW!
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"baby,you said you were in love"

Seoul Garden today was the best!Awesomeeeeeeeeee!
Came out with lots of corny jokes,but we still laughed in a really hysterical manner.
Venting anger and unhappiness on food works the best.It's the first time we have eaten so much.But the reek of BBQ food stinks like mad!
My math results stinks too!GOD DAMNIT!
Everything hasn't been going on smoothly,rough patches throughout.Stress is just building up as we are counting down to our O's.Going on full throttle now.I must tell myself to work hard everyday from now on.It's a pact i made with myself.Dumb,you may think but i guess this is the only way out or else i will be the one getting shitty results.

My heart won't let me

I have finally made up my mind.I am not going retake my Chinese O's.Decision is made and there won't be any further changes,i guess.It's a great feat upon coming up with this decision but i am sure i won't regret doing this.Even if i do,i will have to face it and shall not complain.
I admit that my thoughts did wavered,but i still finalised my thoughts in the end.I told myself that i will face the consequences no matter what.It's my own decision so i have to get along with it.I know my chinese teacher will most probably be hunting me down,persuading me or even forcing me to retake but i have my stand this time.No one is going to affect it,i hope.And thanks to Daddy support that actually made me realise that maybe re-taking the exams i know it might not be a good idea.We should always look at things in a clearer picture and take the majority into consideration right?
Okay,whatever goes on,i will stick with my decision.Get done and over with Evelyn!
Looking forward to tomorrow,going to eat my heart out.vent my unhappiness on food is a great idea.

HISPENISINHERMOUTH
(Siewping's idea,don't think sick okay!ha!)

the strive of becoming number one

Bad mood.Really bad mood.Nothing is going to help this time,i am feeling devastated now.
Chinese result couldn't be any worst,didn't expect to get such crappy results at all.I thought i could once and for all get Chinese out of my way and this came along.Retake is the only way out now i guess,i don't even have the choice.
Yes.Parent's and Teachers' expectations.I am really finding it harder and harder to breathe nowadays,the stress is getting in me really badly.Sleepless nights is so common for me now.Nghtmares of bad results for O's are occurring very often nowadays too.It's so suffocating in here.
And what's up with parent's expectation for their child?I know where they are coming from,but i just wish that they could just understand schoolwork better.Their eyes can only see your grades and not the improvement you have made.I really wish to unwind now,but i guess i would so busy working hard to please my parents to even have time to have fun.

Sometimes,i feel  so lost that i would wonder if i am doing this for my parents or for myself?

It was unbearable

For once,i couldn't kept my anger into control and i nearly turned around and scream my head off at the i-know-it-all girl in the hall.Gosh,who does she thinks she is,making unnecessary comments throughout the assembly.I just rolled my eyes at her,thinking why such people are in our school.
Student Forum today,was as usual,a disaster.Not surprised at all.
The way our students talk are just so ill-mannered,uncouth and almost uncivilized.I am so sure that if any other school turns up in our student forum,and hear our students' fluent English,they will practically laugh their asses off!
Sometimes i just wanna get hell out of here so that i won't have to face so much embarrassment.
And,remember when Divya and I used to have tuition in BC,when we tell the other classmates where we were from,their reaction.
"Oh,where is this Bendemeer Secondary?"
SEE!this is how our school is unknown to others,or maybe our school is just notorious.There's no way these people are going to change,it's just getting worst.I don't aim to change them,i just want to get the hell out of here.
You may think that i am grumbling for nothing and most probably i am just going to get spammers,but guess what,what many people didn't know is how much embarrassment you have to go through when people ask you,"What's your school good at?"
And the answer to it,a smile.

I saw spring coming,

Sometimes we just don't see things as clearly and we make a big misunderstanding out of it but at the end of the day it just turns out that you're just making a fool of yourself.

I found out that as i grow older day by day my desires are just getting more and more unimaginable.Sometimes i feel that i am such a spendthrift and spoilt brat.I am starting to demand for many things,is this what teenagers get about as they grow old?or is it just me?

What a wild ride

Yanyi and Peisi had just found their new found pet,ME.
Today i have become their new form of enjoyment to satisfy their own pleasure,sad case for me.
I was just joking around,how would they treat me like this,ha! We had one hell of an afternoon today,laugh non-stop.(can burn calories,good!)
Our days of continuous tests and exams are finally over,a break in between would definately balanced everything out perfectly.

OHYA! and i am the terracotta army of the day.(lol)

Patron Tequila

AHHHH~
A sigh of relief i would say.Finally no more staying up late.In case you didn't know,i had been burning up midnight oil this few days just to get crappy facts in my head.Having two papers in one day,what could you expect?
Plus,today was the worst paper of all days!Everything went out wrong,screw it up totally.
But i am too tired to be even worried.Having less than 6hours of sleep this week,i am a total shag now.Just wanna lie on the bed today and get some good sleep.It's another 10days till our next paper,can't wait till prelims is over.GRRR~!

(i can't wait to change my cell and get rid of this current sucky cell ,yoohoo!)

i keep hiding my heart from you

1)SCREWED MY MATH P1,YADA YADA YADA~
2)Changing my cell real soon,i am still waiting.Ecstatic of course,i can't wait to get rid of this crappy handphone.
3)This is what i normally do when i am stressed out.I write a long,wordy,useless,meaningless,senseless post.There's still time to get out of here before is start my blabbering.
4) I love ELLIOTT YAMIN'S SONGS!they are niceeeee.
5)MT results are only coming out next week.Scared for nothing.
6)I told you,you can leave this site now i am not gonna stop yet.
7)2 papers tomorrow,i wonder how my mind is gonna boggle.
8)This coming two days are gonna be tough,really tough.Hope i don't pass out anytime now.
9)The stress is really getting onto me.
10)OKAY!i have finish my blabbering.TEEHEE!

Sometimes,i just think what a childish person you are and i found out you're not what i think you are.You're far worst.But guess what,you're not getting anywhere,you will never get the better off me.

I can't keep feeling the way i do

a thousand voices in my head

MUGGING at Yanyi's house,was rather productive.I was dog-tired that i fell asleep on her oh-so-very-nice bed.I swear the weather was so nice to tug in,but we did many constructive stuffs alright!Thanks for the Caramel Corn by the way.I love it!
Oh my,i just realised it's been quite sometime since we went out together,we must make another date ASAP alright?I can't wait to go shopping with you guys.
Chinese O's results coming out real soon.Everytime when i am reminded with this,i never fail to get jitters.Butterflies in my stomach already.I am so dead this time,i really don't want to retake the exam,it's dreadful.So,i am gonna pray really hard this two days or so,so god please help me i beg you!

“…she smiles in an exhausted but warm sort of way,  as though she is a brilliant sun in some other galaxy.”
-THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE.

a roller coaster ride

1)National Day celebration in school,total bore
2)lunched at Pizza Hut,fattening i know but it's very very very nice.trust me.
3)GI JOE and it was awesomeeeeeeeeeee!i love it,i love action packed movies to the max!(yay me!)
and and Channing Tatum is such a heart-throb plus the girl looks extremely gorgeous  in her tight jumpsuit,so slim and it's making me turn green.

Tomorrow:
Biology Remedial in the morning and it's gonna make me look dreary,just watch and see.
Yanyi's house straight after lesson to study of course!
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I used to be love drunk,now hungover

"We will never know the results until the end of this rat race.So don't smirk yet,it's never too late but its never easy too.
We shall see who's at the finish line first.
Don't be too happy with your accomplishment now cause its not all and there's still more to come.Overconfidence kills by the way."
(how true)

Uncle Kracker-Smile

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

English Prelims over,finally.A sigh of relief i would say,is going to be another week then to get jitters again.My math paper,doomed!
All i could do now is,sit down and keep my fingers crossed.Pray Hard.Break a leg everyone!
And on 7th August 2009,when time past 12.34pm at 56 seconds.You will notice,the trend,123456789.This trend will not appear till another thousand year.

will you go that extra mile for me?

Remember having this chat with Divya Jeya Balan yesterday.Our future kids' name.You maybe thinking,girls at our age thinking do far ahead?!
I admit,it's a little far-fetched till the day we are going to have kids,but there's no harm thinking about it.You can have great laughs out of it.And the talk of kids made me have a fetish idea of having my wedding in a garden,it so dreamy.Okay,cut that out,forget what i just said.delete it.or think its some kind of joke.
My cheeks are flushed crimson red,it must have been the stress.The overwhelming thoughts of my upcoming preliminary examinations just catch me dumbfounded.I would always tell myself to focus,but within thirty minutes,i will be staring into the blank space.My concentration life-span is really short.
Cause of this,i have fritter countless weekend away.
I guess its Doom's day for me.again.

the road that lays ahead

"I wish I could believe in all this crap, I really do. I also wish I could believe in the Easter Bunny, the missile shield and strippers with a heart of gold. Unfortunately I am condemned to see the world as it really is, and love, love is a myth."

when there's a problem,just face it with smile.

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POP today,everything went out just perfect.Can't wait for our new guides tee,seriously looking forward to receiving it.
I swear i will miss those days.Cause,never will i ever be able go back to those drills,singing,gadget tying,camp sessions,outdoor cooking,PT and all those damn nonsensical days with Hong Ruijia,how sad.
Its such an irony for me to miss guides especially when i barely turn up this year.

my midnight romeo

Thanks Honey for helping me set up this new blog,thanks alot alot alot!!
POP(passing out parade) rehearsal today,for the first time i felt that joining the UG is a good choice.Passing Out is such a grand occasion for us,and i am just glad that i have met wonderful friends there,thanks to you guys,my guides session would always feel with so much laughter and joy.I can't believe i am gonna say this,but i guess i will miss those guides session with Ruijia and how we would be fooling around and i would miss my camps,i mean who knows when will i ever gonna have a camp ever again.Those were the great times indeed.Tomorrow will be the official passing out parade,mixed feelings i guess.
Pictures will definately be uploaded tomorrow,pinky promise!

To Yanyi: Thanks alot,you're my saviour!(lol) knowing that i am such a noob in computer stuffs,you still made the effort in helping me with it,i owe you one man!Thanks my dear.
(maybe i should get a book on "computer guide book for dummies")